All I've ever wanted was to not feel so alone.
I gave up everything.
Now this just goes to show that I meant nothing to you.
Nothing more than a temporary fix of all your problems.
What the fuck did you become?
I gave up everything just to fucking die alone.
Did I mean nothing to you?
I still cant get these thoughts out of my mind.
I remember the day that you left me behind.
I just wanted to be apart of your life but you were just a contribution to my fucking demise.
Dead eyes and a crooked smile you are nothing more.
Than just another fucking rat clawing at my door.
The one person that was always there for you..
Now I will never come back for you.
As each lonely day goes by i still wonder if I fucking cross your mind.
I was the only one left standing.
Does it ever cross your mind that I'm still rotting below?
That Im sinking into this abyss all alone.
you let the world swallow my soul.
And I remember the day that you were lead astray.
You left without a single word to say.
You're in the back of my mind and now I'm running blind.
There is no sign of hope that is left in sight.
I've been screaming your name but you look the other way.
It never had to fucking be this way.
you let me wither away and there's nothing left to say.
Throw my soul in the dirt forever I will decay.
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